I recently read
an article on CNN about the protests in the
Middle East. Reporter Fareed Zakaria claims that this wave of attacks and riots
is not indicative of Anti-Americanism in the region. He cites
a study that
shows that a majority of Libyans like the US. The people shown on TV and online
are small crowds that represent a minority opinion within that country.
However, I recalled a story from
The Daily Beast that claimed otherwise. Since March
(incidentally the month the survey Zakaria cited in his article), support has
fallen as the US favors its own security over promoting freedom and democracy.
According to article author Sherif Mansour, the protests do represent an
overall dissatisfaction with the US.
Who the hell is right? The person working for a major news
organization with a background in journalism and international relations, or
the activist on the ground with first-hand experience and works for a liberal
news agency? These are two different statements here. I have been getting more
and more distrustful of news organizations, specifically American ones.
I read
an article on the US invasion of Panama in 1989 and
how the media presented it. True, Manuel Noriega did circumvent elections and
put himself in charge, but no one bothered to mention that he was on the
CIA payroll as an informant, and smuggled drugs into the US, which he was protected
from prosecution because of his CIA ties. And the President, George H.W. Bush,
had connections to him when he was the head of the CIA and worked with the Task
Force on Drugs. We were the glorious liberators of Panamanians who
overwhelmingly supported us and removing the military dictator, 92% of
Panamanians supported us! Well, those Panamanians happened to be very wealthy
and spoke fluent English. They were not the most representative of the country.
Most Americans supported the invasion, but that was because the media
didn’t/couldn’t bring up any critical objections.
Same thing with the Gulf War. And the Iraq War. Speaking of
Iraq, the famous images of the Iraqi people spontaneously working together to tear down a statue of Saddam Hussein (as I watched
it live in my Study Hall in 9
th Grade) was
completely orchestrated by the military.
I frankly don’t know where I can ever get the truth.
To find the truth, I surround myself with opinions I agree
with. I keep lapping up more and more each day, only hearing what I want to
hear. I do maintain a level of skepticism that has called out BS now and then, but
I surround myself with The Huffington Post and Daily Beast. Am I really
informing myself, or making myself more ignorant, more intolerant, more
paranoid?
The same way the fundamentalist Christians believe that
Liberals and Gays and Muslims are working to destroy America and the
Constitution, and we are on the brink of destruction unless action is taken, I
too feel that we are on the brink with the clock ticking down, and the threat
is from the likes of all the Bachmann's and Santorum's out there. I clearly
think the crazy right-wing is, well crazy. But what about me? Am I holding
similar irrational beliefs? From my point of view, there is actual proof that
the Christian-Right is crazy and perverting the Constitution. But, don’t they
have “proof” of the secular, gay jihad? That's because I surround myself with
people who are telling me what I want to hear, and so do they.
I'm afraid that I am heading down a dark path. A path of
radicalism. I cannot stand to hear the other side. I go into smash mode every
time a Republican speaks. I couldn't watch the GOP convention and I know I
won't be able to watch the debates. I'm ready to take my gloves off and
challenge somebody to a dual if they utter an opinion I disagree with. I’m
unwilling to hear the other side. How will that lead to understanding and
compromise?
But how much of this is my fault? Am I somewhat justified in
my paranoia? It is pretty clear that the Republican Party has been moving far
to the right. A recent
Research Study came to that conclusion. Barry Goldwater
came to this conclusion in the early 1990s. The GOP Platform position on
abortion is the most extreme ever. No exceptions at all. Personhood Amendments
springing up on state ballot initiatives. Women having access to contraception
is now controversial. Evolution was taught as fact in schools with no problems
50 years ago. Now we have States trying to promote creationism/intelligent
design through tax-payer funded voucher programs and
legislation deeming it
controversial and full of holes. Islamaphobia has manifested itself in arsons,
vandalism, and protest against Mosques, regardless of its location to Ground
Zero. Republican candidates freely associate with public figures that spout
racist, intolerant, hate speech against anyone who isn’t white, male, straight,
and Christian. I’m not making this stuff up. It is happening, and it needs to
be fought.
But I associate this behavior with all Republicans and
Christians. I know there are moderate voices in there. My father would consider
himself a Republican and conservative, but he is fed up with the
Tea-Party-infected organization. I grew up Christian, and I know that many
aren’t political or intolerant. But as soon as I hear those words, these
generalizations pop into my head and I lose it. This is terribly hypocritical
of me. I’ll defend Islam and claim that we shouldn’t judge a religion based on the
bad apples perverting it, but when I think of Christians, I think they are all “Jesus
Camp” attendees.
I do not believe I should be involved with politics. I have
a horrible temper. I take opinions way too personally. I see the opponent as my
enemy. I’m right and they’re wrong.
I am a partisan. And the last thing we need in this country
is more partisans.
I won’t give up my beliefs, but I need to calm the fuck down
before I look into a serious career in politics. I need to mature and learn
some self-control before I do anything. I am too easily drawn into conflict
that I later regret. Conflict with no purpose. The only outcome is an increased
heart rate and sweaty armpits.
There is nothing wrong with holding an opinion. The very
fact that I do shouldn’t be a reason to fear for myself. I have tried to see
issues from another point of view. I was once strongly pro-death penalty until
college. I cursed affirmative action as I lived with no knowledge of current
racism. I hated welfare and all the lazy people taking my parent’s hard earned
money. But that all changed the more I learned about the world. I believe I
have done enough to properly inform myself to come to an opinion.
Republicans are to blame for today’s problems. They are
obstructionist; we cannot compromise when their version is “do what we say or we’ll
let this country default on its debt”. They are dangerously right-wing. Fundamentalist
Christianity is a threat to our rights. I fully believe most of this paranoia
and hatred of the President is race-based. I’m not going to instantly play the
race card any time someone criticizes the President. But you can’t tell me the
Tea Party doesn’t hold racist and ignorant thoughts regarding the Commander-in-Chief.
They are kicking and screaming as they are pulled into the future as they are
afraid of the white man losing his power.
But it’s not the end of the world. I can vote. Volunteer.
Organize.
The main thing about the Occupy Wall Street Movement (now
one year old) that irritated me was the sense of futility. “Trying to participate
within the process was hopeless”. It’s not. They made their bed after
complaining about Republicans through the summer and fall of 2010, stayed home
on Election Day because Obama wasn’t liberal enough, and then complained about
the results. Nothing wrong with opinions manifesting itself into marches and
protests, but actually follow up on it and make that change.
I have no idea where I am going with this anymore. The media
is BS, I’m too uptight, and I need to take a chill pill while sticking to my
ideals. I think I can do this with less political postings or none at all.