Sometime last week, Wednesday night perhaps, I was on the
verge of crying. I was sitting in my bed and my eyes started to tear up.
I was so happy.
It had been so long since I felt this way. Honest to God
happiness. No more suicidal thoughts, no more feelings of hopelessness,
nothing. I was just happy.
I don’t know if the meds are finally kicking in, but having
the car for the Memorial Day weekend gave me the boost of confidence that I
needed. I felt so alive. I felt like nothing was impossible. It was a big step up from having a panic attack everyday!
I still have some work to do and I’m not completely better,
but I hope this is a new beginning for me.
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